Beta'd by Sunshine my Love
"Come on, Isabella. We can't stand at the door all day I need to show you around the house."
"Sorry, daddy. It's just so big." I chuckled at her awe, yes my house is big but I'm used to it now.
"Yes, baby, it is. You'll get used to it just like I did." I showed her around saving her room till last.
"Okay, little Bell. This will be your room, but this isn't where you'll sleep. You'll be sleeping with me in my bed, okay?"
"Okay, daddy. Is that because we'll be having sexies like uncle Aro said?"
I still hadn't decided if Isabella and I having sex would be a good idea. I believed she was still a virgin, that was part of the package when she was sold to me. When she was living with Aro and the other Volturi brothers she was told about sex and that it would be expected of her when she lived with her "daddy". Part of me felt that if I were to turn her into an adult she would have to lose her innocence, but I also felt a bit like a perverted child molester.
"Maybe sometimes we will. Are you ok with that?"
"Yes daddy. I want to make you happy."
"You will make me happy baby, even if we don't have sex. You have to tell me if you don't want to, so that daddy can do what's best."
"But uncle Aro said that's how to make you happy or by sucking on your penis," She said, looking up at me with the most adorably confused face. I decided it was time to explain a few things. I had to teach her that although she wasn't going to like some of the things I do to her, that sometimes I was going to hurt her, and make her upset, she couldn't always endure it to please me. She had to learn to submit to me of her own freewill.
"Why don't we go sit in the living room and I'll explain it to you."
I handed her a juice box and a sandwich for lunch and got her snuggled with me on the couch ready to start, what I was sure was going to be a difficult discussion.
"Now we have some things to talk about, so we'll start with sex. You sounded confused when I said that I'd be happy even when we don't have sex, so I'll explain it for you. Yes, it will make me happy if we have sex or if you suck on my dick, but other things you do will make me happy too, like following the rules I give you or learning something new. Most of all, I want you to be happy too. Do you understand baby?"
"Umm, I think I do, but how can I make you happy with the rules when I don't know them."
"Because I'll teach them to you."
"But what if I forgetted them, daddy? Will you punish me in the box like uncle Aro? Pleeeasse don't put me in the box, daddy. Please, It's scary in the box, daddy, Pleeaase!"
"Ssshh, little one. It's okay, calm down. I'm not going to put you in a box. Can you explain what you mean?"
She nodded her head with tears in her eyes, so I lifted her onto my lap to help comfort her while she explained.
"H… He …He put me in the dark room… when I was naughty and it's small like a box and dark. It's always dark, I don't like the dark, daddy. I don't like it."
"Shhh, I'm not going to put you in any dark rooms as punishment, Isabella. Look at me. If you forget the rules and are naughty then yes I will punish you, but I will never put you in a box or a small dark room, do you understand?" I asked, in a voice more firm than I used with her before. She nodded her head and placed it into the crook of my neck. I could smell her strawberry scented shampoo as she put her thumb into her mouth as her own form of comfort.
"We've got a few more things to talk about and then you can have a nap alright?"
"M'kay."
"You're tired, so we'll talk about the rules and how to be a good girl after your nap. Right now I want you to just listen to me. As your daddy it's my job to take care of you. Sometimes, though, there will be things I do or ask you to do that you won't like or that will hurt and upset you. I need you to trust me and remember that I love you and that I want to help and take care of you."
"I'll remember daddy. Can I go sleepies now?"
"Yeah, baby. Come on." I carried her up the stairs and got her settled into bed. I thought she had already fallen asleep, but as I was about to leave the room, I realised I was wrong.
"Wait, daddy! You forgotted my sucky."
"Your Paci?" I clarified.
"Mmmm I need it for sleepies."
"Seeing as we haven't talked about it yet, you can have it, but after that your Paci is just for going to sleep at night okay?"
"Mhmm can you go get it now?"
I took her the pacifier she had brought with her and she went instantly to sleep. With the house being so big I decided to leave a monitor on the nightstand so I could hear her if she woke up and went to make some calls. My sister, Alice, is a fashion designer, so I had called and asked her to do all of Isabella's shopping. Little Bell hadn't done much shopping before and there was already a lot of changes for her to deal with.
I asked Alice to bring everything over before Isabella woke up. She was already going to meet my parents today and I didn't want to overwhelm her, even though she would be meeting my parents as her doctors. My dad used to work in the ER and my mom is an OBGYN. They now own their own practice where Jasper, Alice's boyfriend, and I also work, so I wanted them both to check her out. I'm sure it won't be a nice experience for any of us, but this was one of those times where I was going to have to make her do something she isn't going to like, for her own good.
Finally, I called Emmett and his wife Rosalie. I gave Em an update on how Isabella was settling in and then I asked Rose if she could come and give Little Bell a bikini wax. I knew this would also not go down well with her, but with all the new changes and other things she'd have to focus on, I didn't want her to worry about keeping shaved every few days like Aro taught her.
Half an hour later Alice came waltzing in with Jasper, both of them carrying huge amounts of bags.
"Jesus, Ali! Did you buy the whole mall?"
"Of course not," she replied, like it was normal to have done that much shopping. When I looked at Jasper's face I realised that it was normal for Alice. After everything was put away I thanked them both and went to wake up Little Bell.
"Bella. Time to wake up, baby."
"Mmm, no daddy, me tired."
"I know, baby, but you have to get into the shower."
"No, daddy. I don't like showers, I like baths so I can play with my duckies."
"Isabella you will stop saying no to me. One of your rules is to do as I tell you. If you get up now I'll let you have a bath with your ducks."
Fifteen minutes later she was in a bathtub full of bubbles, playing with her rubber ducks, oblivious to the hard on I got from seeing her naked. I washed her beautiful brown hair making sure not to get soap in her eyes and started to tell her some of the rules.
"Little Bell do you remember when I came to wake you up that I said one of your rules will be to do what daddy tells you to?" When she nodded her head I carried on.
"Good. I'm going to give some more rules now so make sure your listening. You're not allowed to lie to me. If I ask you something, you need to tell me the truth. I want you to be polite to people that you meet, and I don't want any whining and tantrums okay?"
"Okay, daddy."
"Good girl. Now there are more rules so would you like to write them down and create a list to help you remember?"
"Yes, Please."
"Okay, well I'm going to help you get dry. Then I want you to go to your room, choose a dress to wear, and get some paper and a pencil from the desk in your room. When you've done that come and sit on the bed until I'm done in the shower."
Bella scurried off to her room, so I stepped into the shower turning it on to cold to quickly solve my problem. When I stepped out she was sat naked on the bed recreating my previous problem. As I didn't have time for another cold shower I helped her get dressed and dry her hair leaving enough time to help her create a list before we went to see my parents.
Naughty things:
Lying to daddy
Not being polite to people
Not doing as daddy says
Shouting, whining and tantrums
Making too much mess
Hitting
Having my paci during the day
Going into daddy's special room
Staying up past bed time
"Okay, baby. That's enough for now. We can always add to it later. There's something I need to talk to you about. so come sit over here in my lap."
"Am I in trouble?"
"No, little girl. You haven't done anything wrong. Daddy's going to take you to see some doctors today."
"Why, daddy? Am I sick? I don't like doctors, they're scary. I don't wanna see the doctors." She said looking up at me with a pout.
"No, baby. I don't think you're sick, but daddy has to make sure you're healthy. Dr. Carlisle and Dr. Esme are going to look at you for me."
"No! Daddy, I not see the doctors. I not!"
"Isabella! Remember your rules or I'll punish you with a sore bottom before we see them. Now I know you're scared, but Carlisle and Esme are my parents, so I know there going to be very nice to you and I'll be with you the whole time if you want."
She nodded at me with tear filled eyes. They held so much fear it made me wonder what sort of experience she'd had with doctors before, but I decided to wait until later to ask her rather than make her dwell on it now.
I carried a reluctant Little Bell down the stairs and placed her into the car. She was quiet the whole drive there and I was glad that our appointment was set up when the office was closed, as this was probably going to take a while.
"Hi, mom. Hi, dad. This is Isabella." I said, gesturing to the shy scared girl cowering behind me as we stepped inside.
"Hello, Edward. Hello, Isabella. It's lovely to meet you," replied my mother.
"Yes, hello Isabella. It's a pleasure. I hope my son is being the gentleman he was raised to be."
"Dad, I take offence to your doubt." I said with a grin. Carlisle just chuckled and shook his head.
"Come on. Let's get started," my mom said gently leading us into an exam room.
"Baby, take your clothes and panties off and put this gown on, I'll help you." Five minutes later she was dressed in the gown and looking more and more nervous.
"Lay down on the bed for Esme. Good girl."
"Can you scoot your bottom further down for me please, sweetheart? That's it. And place your legs into the stirrups for me," my mom asked.
Bella whimpered, but did as she was asked. I climbed onto the large bed and gently lifted her head to rest on my lap whilst taking her hand in mine to comfort her.
"I'm just going to gently feel your breasts, honey."
"Okay, good. Everything feels fine there. Now I'm just going to have a feel here." Mom explained touching her vagina.
"Tell me if something hurts or feels uncomfortable," she said, gently rubbing her leg for reassurance. "It's alright, sweetie." She cooed, before starting to insert her little finger. I could tell the moment she placed her finger inside Isabella's vagina from the way she tensed up and tightened her grip on my hand.
"Is that uncomfortable?" My mom asked, also noticing her tense up. Isabella just nodded.
"Alright, I'm done. You can put your panties back on now."
"Edward, her hymen is still intact, so I can't do a full pelvic exam until it's been broken. Apart from that everything looks good," she said, taking her gloves off and heading for the door.
"Yeah, I expected that. Thanks mom."
"No problem dear, I'll go send your father in."
"Daddy, can I go play now?"
"No, baby, you have to see Carlisle now."
"But, daddy, I already seen Dr. Esme, I want to plaaay," she whined.
"Isabella, stop your whining. I know you don't want Carlisle to look at you, baby, but you have to. You did really well with Esme now you just have to be a good girl for Carlisle. When he's finished then you can play."
"Well then why don't we get this over with," my dad said, coming in the door. He held up his stethoscope and asked her if she knew what it was. When she shook her head he explained it was to listen to her heartbeat.
"Can I place this on your chest and back to listen?" Little Bell nodded her head looking a little more comfortable with Carlisle.
"It's a little fast, but that's not unexpected," he said to me, but so that he was also telling Bella.
"Can you come step over onto the weighing scales for me?" She nodded and slowly got off the bed, but kept a tight grip on my hand.
"Baby you're going to have to let go of my hand for a few minutes while Carlisle sees how much you weigh. I'm going to stand right here next to you." I explained as I gently removed my hand from hers so she could step onto the scale.
"Hmm, she could put on a little bit more weight but 102 pounds for her height isn't too bad. Okay Isabella you can step down and go back over to the bed now." She climbed back onto the bed leaning her body into me.
"This is a blood pressure cuff and I'm going to fasten it onto your arm like this and measure how hard your heart is pumping blood through your body. When I squeeze the pump it tightens the cuff on your arm which might feel a little uncomfortable."
Isabella tensed and whimpered as my father started squeezing the pump making it tight around her arm. I squeezed her hand reassuringly and held her to me that bit tighter hoping she wouldn't make a fuss.
"It's a little high, but again not unexpected. Were almost done just her blood and shots to do."
"No Daddy! No needles. I not like them, they stingy." Little Bell shouted. This was the part I had expected to be most difficult, many children had a fear of needles. I wasn't surprised by her reaction now when Carlisle told me her file said, she needed a couple of stitches to her arm at fourteen and had thrown up all over the doctor when she threw such a big tantrum.
"Baby, you haven't had any of the shots your were supposed to have as a teenager, and they need to test a sample of your blood to make sure everything's okay."
"No! Please, daddy, please," she begged, starting to cry, causing a tug in my heart. I hated making her cry.
"I'm sorry, but you have to. I'll be right here with you and it'll be really quick. I promise. Carlisle, I think one shot and her bloods will be enough for today."
"I agree. She wouldn't have been able to have them all today anyway."
"No, I not getting any!" she huffed, folding her arms across her chest, tears rolling down her cheeks.
"If you're a good girl and be brave I'll let you have ice cream afterwards," I said, bribing her as she situated herself in my lap, burying her head into my shoulder.
"Chocolate?"
I chuckled.
"Yes, If chocolate's what you want. Are you ready?" I asked, but she shook her head.
"I not want too." She replied in the tiniest pouty voice.
"I know. Keep your head facing this way and take a deep breath for me…and another one, that's it." I rubbed circles on the opposite arm hoping it would distract and keep her calm.
"Okay, sweetheart. You're going to feel a little pinch," Carlisle said, plunging the needle into her arm.
"Owww!" Little Bell whimpered and started to cry pulling her arm away from his grasp as she felt the needle breaking through her skin and the medicine being pushed into her body, causing a small sting.
"Shhh… It's okay. That one's all done." I soothed as Carlisle placed a band-aid onto her arm while she calmed down.
"Just your blood to take now, honey. Then Edward can take you home."
Her breathing started to hitch and her little frame started to shake slightly.
"Hey, Isabella, look at me. I need you to be brave one more time for me."
I leaned down to whisper in her ear how well she was doing, kissing her on the cheek as I did so. Once I felt her body relax a bit I gave Carlisle a slight nod to go ahead.
"Owww d…AH…ddy." She screeched. "I don't like it. T…aake it o…ooout."
"It's almost over, baby, Shhh. You're okay. Daddy's got you."
"It's hurrrtting da…ddy."
"I know, baby."
"It's out, you're all done." Carlisle told her as he taped some cotton wool onto the crook of her arm where the needle had just been.
I quietly cuddled her to my chest for a few minutes listening to her heartbreaking cries.
"You did very well, little one. Daddy's very pleased with you."
"C…can I … h … have… ice cream now?" Bell asked through her slowing hiccupping sobs.
"Let's have dinner first and then you can have some."
"Okay."
We said goodbye to my parents and stopped at a little Italian restaurant to pick up dinner before picking up the ice cream. I had yet to talk with her about how she was to behave in public, so I thought it was best to eat at home were it was more comfortable.
After we had finished dinner and the chocolate ice cream Isabella seemed to enjoy so much, I led her to settle on the couch with me. She tucked herself right under my arm resting her head onto my shoulder and placed her thumb in her mouth.
"Baby, I know we talked about some of your rules today, but tomorrow we have a lot more to talk about. I'm going to explain some things to you and I want you to talk to me too."
"Will you tell me how to please you daddy? I want to make you happy like uncle Aro said to do."
"Yes, we'll talk about that tomorrow, but you've already pleased me, Isabella. You did so well today."
Isabella yawned and snuggled further into me, even though it was early it had been a hard long day for us and we could both use some sleep.
"Come on, baby. Let's go to bed, It's been a long day."
"Okay. I am kinda tired," she mumbled.
"Can I have my paci for sleep time daddy?"
"Yeah, baby. Go get it."
She went to get her pacifier then I helped her get ready before curling up in what was now our bed. I listened to her breathing even out as she drifted to sleep lying on my chest.
"You're going to be okay, Isabella," I whispered drifting into my own peaceful sleep.